Truth is, I was being weighed down by feelings of inadequacy. I felt too negative to post. Now, I just did a little get myself back together exercise I do, and I realize I was thinking that being negative is a catastrophe. As if my mother has her head in a guillotine and the blade will fall and cut off her head if I am bad.
And then I grouse at dh and judge my neighbors and myself and put pressure on myself to be perfect.
Luckily, my mother is safe. She died years ago.
And lucky, I forgive myself and realize, I am a spiritual being having a human experience and we humans do this stuff. This one does anyway.
So, no outer circumstances have changed, yet the world seems sunny again and I’m off to our local Cherry Blossom festival.
My feel good Friday a day late, not a dollar short, I hope.
Have your best weekend ever.